Monthly Archives: February 2009

Adrenaline Junkie.

Reporters constantly complain about their jobs.  It’s the high-stress nature of the biz, I guess.  I know this, because I am a complainer too, always threatening to quit and get a “real job.” Then, a masked gunman storms into a … Continue reading

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Triggers.

For the most part, I am over the “physical” withdrawals from losing my former other woman.  By physical, I mean the sick feeling I would to get knowing I would never see her again.  Or the heart palpitations I would experience each time I’d … Continue reading

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My Secret Blog.

I remember how excited I was when I purchased the URL bearing my name.  My first name plus last name dot-com.  I had joined the ranks of the web elite! Zzzzzzz. My public blog, as I refer to it, is –and … Continue reading

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The Pit Bull Life.

One of my least favorite qualities is a quality that has served me well in the 22 years I’ve been a journalist.  It’s my God-given ability to be a prick.  A heartless, cold-blooded, card-carrying member of the Dickhead Club of … Continue reading

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My Smokin’ Hot Wife.

This is the last thing a guy in my position should be talking about.  I know I’ll catch grief.   But since my affair, my wife –who has suffered tremendously from my actions– has developed a body that rivals most models. She … Continue reading

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Her Blog.

One of the things I miss the most about my former “other woman” is her writing.   Don’t ask me why.  I’m surrounded by writers –good writers– in the bustling television newsroom where I work.    But there’s something about … Continue reading

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My Public Relations Problem.

In many ways, my “situation” could be a lot worse than it is. I could be living in a hotel, but I’m not. My family and in-laws could hate me, but they don’t. And my bosses could learn I had … Continue reading

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“She’s Gotten Fat.”

Forgive me for even bringing this up, but word is, my former other woman has gotten fat!   I know, that’s petty.  Plus, who the hell cares? It’s what’s on the inside the counts.  Nothing more. Still, I couldn’t help but … Continue reading

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Undeserved Flattery.

I wonder what it would be like to log onto my computer each day and read a blog that is dedicated to me. Each new post would serve as a reminder that I am wanted, needed, adored by someone. Oh, … Continue reading

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Fill Out Survey and Return.

My recent chats with new blog-friend Misfit Mistress have reminded me of something I’ve known for a while.   People who blog about the lover they can no longer have really want only one thing. Answers. Yes, it’s easy for readers … Continue reading

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